{"id":1963,"date":"2018-02-15T18:28:37","date_gmt":"2018-02-15T18:28:37","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.serazat.com\/?p=1963\/"},"modified":"2018-02-15T18:28:37","modified_gmt":"2018-02-15T18:28:37","slug":"medeniyet-bekcisi","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.necipyildirim.com\/tr\/medeniyet-bekcisi\/","title":{"rendered":"Medeniyet Bek\u00e7isi"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p style=\"font-size:14px\">Bir ben var der\u00fbnumda; benimle do\u011fan ikiz.<br>G\u00f6\u011f\u00fcs\u00fcmde kurmu\u015f ota\u011f; omuzlar\u0131m k\u0131\u015flas\u0131.<br>Her an \u201cKalk\u201d diyen bak\u0131\u015f; ufkumdan eder dikiz.<br>G\u00f6nl\u00fcm baharda k\u0131\u015flak, Kafatas\u0131m yaylas\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p style=\"font-size:14px\">\u201cAd\u0131m\u201d, dedim, d\u00f6kt\u00fc; kula\u011f\u0131ma bir ezan;<br>\u00dcrperdi haritalar; yand\u0131, k\u00fcl oldu hudut!<br>\u201cVatan\u0131m\u201d dedim, kurdu; vicdan\u0131ma bir kazan,<br>Kaynad\u0131, pi\u015fti d\u00e2v\u00e2; kabard\u0131, ta\u015ft\u0131 umut!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p style=\"font-size:14px\">\u00c7ocukken bir tay gibi; gezerdim mest, ser\u00e2z\u00e2t!<br>S\u0131rt\u0131ma vurdu e\u011fer, \u201cK\u00fcheylan; gaz\u00e2!\u201d dedi!<br>B\u00fct\u00fcn oyuncaklar\u0131; etti elimden \u00e2z\u00e2t;<br>Kaplan sald\u0131 \u00fcst\u00fcme; \u201cCeyl\u00e2n, yakala!\u201d dedi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p style=\"font-size:14px\">Zafer vaadi ta\u015f\u0131yan; umut m\u00fch\u00fcrl\u00fc mektup;<br>Sevin\u00e7le a\u011flatan gam; \u00e7\u00f6lde \u00fc\u015f\u00fcten buzdur.<br>Sazl\u0131kta esen r\u00fczgar, g\u00fcne\u015f y\u0131ld\u0131zl\u0131 kutup.<br>\u00c7ora\u011fa ya\u011fan ya\u011fmur; yaraya d\u00fc\u015fen tuzdur.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p style=\"font-size:14px\">Ondan her korktu\u011fumda; ka\u00e7t\u0131m, kitaba ka\u00e7t\u0131m.<br>Beynimdeki sesleri; bast\u0131rd\u0131m sayfa sayfa!<br>Kimsesiz gecelerde, alev alev yanarken;<br>Yendim hayaletleri, devirdim tayfa tayfa\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p style=\"font-size:14px\">Ba\u015ftan \u00e7\u0131karan cilve, g\u00f6n\u00fcl da\u011flayan demir;<br>G\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcmden eder cevl\u00e2n; ar\u015ftan akseden sed\u00e2!<br>N\u00f6bet ge\u00e7irten ate\u015f, yerden f\u0131rlatan emir;<br>\u201cDirili\u015f! Dirili\u015f!\u201d der; nabz\u0131mdan eder nid\u00e2!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p style=\"font-size:14px\">Geceler, ah geceler\u2026 durmadan sorar hesap;<br>Koca defterden tek tek; \u201cM\u00e2z\u00ee, istikb\u00e2l, \u00fclk\u00fc\u2026.\u201d<br>Bu kadar ince ince, kesmez kuzuyu kasap;<br>Her sual a\u011f\u0131r g\u00fclle, y\u00fckler bin kervan y\u00fck\u00fc!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p style=\"font-size:14px\">\u00c7ile yurdunda hayat;&nbsp; kim kime olur kom\u015fu!<br>G\u00f6lge; \u201cKa\u00e7\u201d diyen k\u0131rba\u00e7! I\u015f\u0131k; \u201cGel\u201d diyen kucak!<br>Av, avc\u0131, meydan, tuzak\u2026 Kimden kimedir ko\u015fu?<br>Ya teslim ol, ya \u00f6ld\u00fcr!&nbsp; G\u00fclme, aynal\u0131 bucak!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p style=\"font-size:14px\">B\u0131y\u0131k alt\u0131ndan g\u00fclen, \u015feytan bak\u0131\u015fl\u0131 sinsi,<br>Ba\u015faramazs\u0131n diye durmaz homurdar her an.<br>Annem misali ok\u015far munis ve m\u00fc\u015ffik sesi;<br>Ba\u015faracaks\u0131n diye s\u0131rt\u0131m s\u0131vazlar her an.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p style=\"font-size:14px\">Dedi madem dilersin, uykusuzluktan aman.<br>Balyoz ve \u00f6rst\u00fcr sana, buyur al d\u00f6\u015fek, yorgan.<br>Yokmu\u015f cihanda heyhat, benden bana zor d\u00fc\u015fman:<br>Zinhar bu harpte \u00e7\u0131kmaz, nefsin boynundan urgan.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p style=\"font-size:14px\">Aynalar, m\u00fcmk\u00fcn m\u00fc bu! Benim mi bu t\u00e2ze y\u00fcz?<br>\u0130\u00e7im harap halbuki; sarm\u0131\u015f g\u00f6zleri duman!<br>Mehtapl\u0131 gecelerde, d\u00fc\u015fer bir \u0131\u015f\u0131kl\u0131 y\u00fcz;<br>Y\u0131k\u0131k duvarlar\u0131m\u0131 ok\u015far mukaddes ferman!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p style=\"font-size:14px\">Ey fikir i\u015fkencesi, d\u00e2v\u00e2 isimli sanc\u0131;<br>Mukaddesler ad\u0131na, seni kim se\u00e7ti el\u00e7i?<br>Ey gidenlerden haber; kervan bekleyen hanc\u0131;<br>Medeniyet ba\u015f\u0131na, seni kim dikti bek\u00e7i?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p style=\"font-size:14px\">\u015eim\u015fek \u00e7akarcas\u0131na, kalbime d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc nazar.<br>\u0130zledim keyhke\u015fanlar; g\u00f6zs\u00fcz de g\u00f6rmek varm\u0131\u015f.<br>\u00d6l\u00fcmden \u00f6nce \u00f6lmek, dirili\u015f yurdu mezar.<br>Yeti\u015f \u015fehadet yeti\u015f; cans\u0131z y\u00fcr\u00fcmek varm\u0131\u015f!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p style=\"font-size:14px\">Yorgun parmaklar\u0131mla tutunca \u015fakaklar\u0131;<br>G\u00fcld\u00fc hayret t\u0131ls\u0131m\u0131, tuttu d\u00fcnyama \u0131\u015f\u0131k.<br>Kalmad\u0131 anlayan\u0131m, kaybettim kulaklar\u0131;<br>\u015ea\u015fk\u0131nl\u0131ktan dama\u011fa dilim kald\u0131 yap\u0131\u015f\u0131k.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p style=\"font-size:14px\">Sarm\u0131\u015f damarlar\u0131mla, her yan\u0131n\u0131 vatan\u0131n.<br>Tenimde kabaran kan; g\u00f6l\u00fc, suyu, denizi.<br>Secdeyle damga damga, yaz\u0131lacak destan\u0131n,<br>Aln\u0131mda \u00e7izgi \u00e7izgi; kaz\u0131nm\u0131\u015f, kalm\u0131\u015f izi<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p style=\"font-size:14px\">Ondad\u0131r aynal\u0131 han; can \u00fc c\u00e2n\u00e2n onunla.<br>Ne yaps\u0131n n\u00fbr- i mehtap, \u015fems-i t\u00e2b\u00e2n ondad\u0131r.<br>Ondad\u0131r s\u0131rr-\u0131 Ank\u00e2, \u015f\u00f6hret-i n\u00e2m, onunla.<br>Kaf Da\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ne etsin; T\u00fbr- i S\u00eena ondad\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p style=\"font-size:14px\">Mek\u00e2n; hayalden bulut; zaman bir nokta, bir an.<br>\u00c2lem koskoca bo\u015fluk; k\u00e2inat her zerresi.<br>Sen r\u00fcya g\u00f6ren hayat, \u00f6mr\u00fcn r\u00fcyada bir an.<br>Sonu uyanmak madem, bo\u015ftur yeri, s\u00fcresi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p style=\"font-size:14px\">Ezelden gelen nefes, ebede giden ak\u0131\u015f.<br>Alt\u0131 cihetli tabut; bir \u00f6m\u00fcr kal\u0131nan yer.<br>B\u00fcy\u00fck usta elinde, suya \u00e7izilen nak\u0131\u015f.<br>\u00c2f\u00e2k ve enf\u00fcs seyri, yolsuz yolculuk, her yer.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p style=\"font-size:14px\">Cevher \u00fcst\u00fcne cevher, yolu, yolcusu seyri..<br>Visal \u00f6zlensin neden, hi\u00e7 ayr\u0131 d\u00fc\u015fmedik ki!<br>Gecede gizli seher, y\u00fcz\u00fc, \u00f6rt\u00fcs\u00fc, seyri\u2026<br>Cemal g\u00f6zlensin neden, gayr\u0131s\u0131 g\u00f6rmedik ki!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p style=\"font-size:14px\">K\u0131l\u0131\u00e7la kesseler ne; birle\u015ftik bir kaderde;<br>Sen ve ben art\u0131k biriz, a\u00e7\u0131lmaz k\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fcz.<br>Ne gam son nefer olsak; d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015fs\u00fcz bu seferde;<br>Gayr\u0131 ulv\u00ee gayeye; yorulmaz tahacc\u00fcm\u00fcz.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<hr class=\"wp-block-separator has-alpha-channel-opacity\" \/>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>Di\u011fer \u0130\u00e7erikler:<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/www.serazat.com\/tr\/aglamayi-ozledim\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">A\u011flamay\u0131 \u00d6zledim<\/a> (\u015eiir)<br><a href=\"https:\/\/www.serazat.com\/tr\/annem\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">Annem&#8230;<\/a><span style=\"color: initial\"> (Kad\u0131na&#8230; ve anneye bir yaz\u0131&#8230;)<\/span><br><a href=\"https:\/\/www.serazat.com\/tr\/mukemmeliyet\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">M\u00fckemmeliyet<\/a><span style=\"color: initial\"> (Herkes m\u00fckemmel olmak ister&#8230;)<\/span><br><a href=\"https:\/\/www.serazat.com\/tr\/seni-ozledigim-kadar\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">Seni \u00d6zledi\u011fim Kadar <\/a><span style=\"color: initial\">(\u015eiir)<\/span><br><a href=\"https:\/\/www.serazat.com\/tr\/onyargi-ve-mike-tyson\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">\u00d6nyarg\u0131 ve Mike Tyson<\/a><span style=\"color: initial\"> (\u015eampiyon olmak&#8230;)<\/span><br><a href=\"https:\/\/www.serazat.com\/tr\/masal-yildizi\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">Masal Y\u0131ld\u0131z\u0131<\/a><span style=\"color: initial\"> (\u015eiir)<\/span><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>Ser\u00e2z\u00e2t.com&#8217;da sadece Necip YILDIRIM&#8217;\u0131n \u015fiir ve makaleleri yer almaktad\u0131r. 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