Duvarlar, e\u015fyalar, kald\u0131r\u0131mlar\u2026 \u00c7e\u015fitli renklere boyanm\u0131\u015f atom y\u0131\u011f\u0131nlar\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ve bir ke\u015fmeke\u015f\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00d6lmek \u00fczere do\u011fulan bir kafeste oldu\u011funun fark\u0131na var\u0131yorsun. Eyvah!<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00d6telerin \u00f6tesinde oldu\u011funu anl\u0131yorsun: \u0130lim, idrak, tasavvur ve hay\u00e2lin, hakk\u0131nda en ufak bir intibaya dahi sahip olamayaca\u011f\u0131 sevgilinin\u2026 Ula\u015fman, uzanman, kavu\u015fman imk\u00e2ns\u0131z! \u00d6l\u00fcm\u00fc beklemekten gayr\u0131 hi\u00e7bir \u00e7aren yok! Ve ruhun daral\u0131yor.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Teselli ar\u0131yorsun. Tepesinde kavurucu g\u00fcne\u015f, u\u00e7suz bucaks\u0131z \u00e7\u00f6llerin ortas\u0131nda, yak\u0131c\u0131 kumlar\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnde, yal\u0131n ayaklarla Leyl\u00e2\u2019s\u0131n\u0131 arayan Mecn\u00fbn mis\u00e2li \u00e2v\u00e2re dola\u015f\u0131rken\u2026 Sevgilinin bir ni\u015fan l\u00fctfetti\u011fini idrak ediyorsun: \u201cG\u00f6klere ve yere s\u0131\u011fmam, m\u00fc’min kulumun kalbine s\u0131\u011far\u0131m!\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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Dostlarla bulu\u015facakt\u0131k. Heyecan ku\u015fatm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 benli\u011fimi. Nas\u0131l uykuya dalacakt\u0131m! Gelecek miydi o m\u00fcbarek sabah!<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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\u00c2limler meclisinde bir sual at\u0131lm\u0131\u015f ortaya: Dualar\u0131n kabul edilece\u011fi \u00e2n\u0131 bilseydiniz ne isterdiniz? \u201cSohbet-i s\u00e2lih\u00een isterim!\u201d buyurmu\u015f Ubeydullah-\u0131 Ahr\u00e2r* hazretleri.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cG\u00fcn\u00fcl ehliysen, g\u00f6n\u00fcl k\u00e2besini tavaf et! Ve zinh\u00e2r incitme…\u201d diyor hazret-i Mevl\u00e2n\u00e2.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nice \u015fiirler terenn\u00fcm edilmi\u015f, ne menk\u0131beler der\u00e7 edilmi\u015f o m\u00fcbarek g\u00f6n\u00fcller hakk\u0131nda\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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Ve bulu\u015ftuk g\u00f6n\u00fcl dostlar\u0131yla! Hangi birinin g\u00fczel simas\u0131na bakaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131 \u015fa\u015f\u0131rd\u0131m. D\u00fcnyada cennet bah\u00e7esinde gibi hissediyordum.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ah! Nas\u0131l ge\u00e7ti o demler! Vedala\u015fmak ne de ac\u0131tt\u0131. Bir defac\u0131k daha bakabilseydim o ok\u015fay\u0131c\u0131 tebess\u00fcmlere\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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\u00d6mr\u00fcn\u00fc ilme, kitap yazmaya vakfeden M\u00fcbarekler* geldi akl\u0131ma. Bilmezler miydi sevgiliden ayr\u0131 ge\u00e7en d\u00fcnya hayat\u0131n\u0131n kalbe d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrd\u00fc\u011f\u00fc ate\u015fi, g\u00f6n\u00fcl sohbetleriyle serinletmesini! Ne b\u00fcy\u00fck fedak\u00e2rl\u0131k. Ne muazzam sab\u0131r! \u00d6denebilir mi haklar\u0131!<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Her babayi\u011fidin harc\u0131 de\u011fil; \u201cKaranl\u0131klarda kalmas\u0131n, iman ve muhabbet me\u015falesi gibi ayd\u0131nlans\u0131n!\u201d diye fir\u00e2k\u0131n \u00e2te\u015f\u00een g\u00f6mle\u011fini giyip kitaplar aras\u0131nda ge\u00e7irmek dakikalar\u0131. Y\u0131llarca\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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Y\u00e2 Rabbi! Muhabbetini yerle\u015ftirdi\u011fin g\u00f6n\u00fcllerden ay\u0131rma! Biz karanl\u0131klarda kalmayal\u0131m diye \u00f6m\u00fcrlerini feda eden dostlar\u0131n\u0131 \u015fefaat\u00e7i eyle bizlere!<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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