{"id":3846,"date":"2023-11-21T21:38:17","date_gmt":"2023-11-21T21:38:17","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.serazat.com\/?p=3846"},"modified":"2023-11-21T21:38:17","modified_gmt":"2023-11-21T21:38:17","slug":"bu-mehtap-hangi-aydan","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.necipyildirim.com\/tr\/bu-mehtap-hangi-aydan\/","title":{"rendered":"Bu mehtap hangi aydan?"},"content":{"rendered":"\n

Aya bak\u0131nca, ayak izi oldu\u011funu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyorum bazen. Hele ay ba\u015flar\u0131nda, \u201cYine parmak u\u00e7lar\u0131nda y\u00fcr\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f,\u201d diyorum kendi kendime. Yoksa beklenen sevgilinin basaca\u011f\u0131 yerlere serilen \u0131\u015f\u0131k m\u0131 dersiniz? Bir g\u00f6n\u00fcl ehli \u201cKimin yolunun topra\u011f\u0131na \u0131\u015f\u0131ktan damlalar sa\u00e7\u0131yor?<\/strong>\u201d[1]<\/a> diye sormadan edememi\u015f.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Devran d\u00f6nmeye ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan beri g\u00fcne\u015fe kavu\u015fmak ister ay. Bu u\u011furda bir hil\u00e2l olur bir dolunay. Neden g\u00fcne\u015fi \u00f6zlemesin ki! Buz kesilen bedenine g\u00fcne\u015fin s\u0131cac\u0131k nuru yans\u0131masayd\u0131, kim haberdar olurdu karanl\u0131klar i\u00e7indeki varl\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kadim zamanlarda bir ak\u015fam vakti… Nehirden su almaya giden n\u00e2zenin dilberler suda akseden dolunay resmini g\u00f6r\u00fcp imrenmi\u015fler dilrubal\u0131\u011f\u0131na. Eve d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f yolunda, i\u00e7lerinden biri di\u011ferlerine “Bak\u0131n! Ay benim su testisinde,” diye seslenmi\u015f. Her biri kendi su testisine d\u00fc\u015fen dolunay s\u00fbretini g\u00f6sterip “Hay\u0131r! Benim testide!” demi\u015f heyecanla.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Biz insanlar yere d\u00fc\u015fen kocaman bir aynan\u0131n d\u00f6rt bir yana sa\u00e7\u0131lan k\u0131r\u0131k par\u00e7alar\u0131y\u0131z. Kimimiz ufac\u0131k, baz\u0131lar\u0131m\u0131z ise kocaman par\u00e7alar… Orta b\u00fcy\u00fckl\u00fckte olanlar da var aram\u0131zda. Fakat uzaklardan tebess\u00fcmle bakan ay, hepimizde ayn\u0131 g\u00fczellikte nak\u015feder cem\u00e2lini.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ta Almanyalardan aya bakan Goethe, \u201cTatl\u0131, teskin edici bak\u0131\u015f\u0131n nazik bir dost misali kaderimin ak\u0131\u015f\u0131n\u0131 nezaret ediyor,<\/strong>\u201d [2]<\/a> diye m\u0131r\u0131ldan\u0131yor.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ayazl\u0131 bir gecede sevdi\u011fi kad\u0131na \u015fiir nak\u015federken, \u201cSeninle bulu\u015fmam\u0131z, sem\u00e2n\u0131n bo\u015flu\u011funda \u00fc\u015f\u00fcyen kederli ay\u0131n ne\u015fe i\u00e7inde alev alev y\u00fckselen g\u00fcne\u015fe kavu\u015fmas\u0131 gibidir<\/strong>,\u201d[3]<\/a> demi\u015f kuzeyli \u015fair. Sizce de karanl\u0131k gecelerimizden m\u00fclayim bir dokunu\u015fla ge\u00e7ip giden ay; karanl\u0131klar i\u00e7inde titreyen, bo\u015flukta as\u0131l\u0131 kalan, mahzun ve kederli bir kelebek midir?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00c2\u015f\u0131k, hikmet sahibi ve bir o kadar da rint-me\u015frep bir \u015fair dayanamam\u0131\u015f ve \u201cEy c\u00fcmle cih\u00e2n\u0131 kar\u0131\u015f kar\u0131\u015f dola\u015fan sabah esintisi! \u00c2\u015f\u0131klar\u0131n can\u0131na okuyan o mehtab\u0131n menzili nerededir?\u201d[4]<\/a> diye hayk\u0131rm\u0131\u015f! Ah! Ah! Mehtab\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fclen, fakat kendisini g\u00f6rebilenin olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 ay y\u00fczl\u00fcye tutulmu\u015f zavall\u0131 \u015fairimiz.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Mevl\u00e2n\u00e2 hazretleri \u015fiirlerindeki ay sembol\u00fcnden bir \u015fey anlamayan birine \u201cBizi b\u00f6yle sarho\u015f olmu\u015f, aya binmi\u015f ve dam\u0131n kenar\u0131nda dola\u015f\u0131r g\u00f6r\u00fcp sak\u0131n \u015fa\u015f\u0131rma! Birincisi dam bilir ki bizim kenar\u0131m\u0131z yoktur. \u0130kincisi ay dam\u0131n kenar\u0131nda olmaktan korkmuyorsa, biz neden aya binmekten korkal\u0131m?<\/strong>\u201d[5] diye serzeni\u015fte bulunmu\u015f. Anlam\u0131\u015f m\u0131d\u0131r dersiniz?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cSevdi\u011fini mi kaybettin ki durmadan bu toprak k\u00fcreyi tavaf eder durursun<\/strong>?\u201d diye seslenesim geliyor baz\u0131 geceler. Sonra da \u201cBelki istirahate \u00e7ekilmi\u015f, m\u0131\u015f\u0131l m\u0131\u015f\u0131l uyuyordur,\u201d diye vazge\u00e7iyorum.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Mehtab\u0131 g\u00f6n\u00fclleri dolduran aydan s\u00f6z a\u00e7arsan\u0131z, k\u0131yamete kadar anlat\u0131r dururum! G\u00f6zleriniz yorulmas\u0131n diye \u015fu temenni ile bitiriyorum s\u00f6zlerimi: <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ey dolunay\u0131n g\u00f6nl\u00fcme nur, hil\u00e2lin g\u00f6zlerime s\u00fcrme olan ay y\u00fczl\u00fc sevgilim! Ne olur mehtab\u0131n karanl\u0131k bulutlar arkas\u0131nda kalmas\u0131n! Senden kalbime gelen feyzler olmadan buz kesilen varl\u0131\u011f\u0131m sonsuz karanl\u0131klar\u0131n bo\u015flu\u011funda \u00fc\u015f\u00fcrse ne ederim! <\/p>\n\n\n\n

—<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ve ey Gazze’yi yak\u0131p y\u0131kanlar!<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sizin 1969’da insanl\u0131k ad\u0131na ilk defa ayak bast\u0131k dedi\u011finiz o g\u00fczelim ay\u0131 biz bin k\u00fcsur y\u0131l \u00f6nce tam ortas\u0131ndan ikiye b\u00f6lm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fck. Hem de bir parmak i\u015faretiyle! Muhabbetten kamerin kalbi “\u015eak” diye ikiye yar\u0131lm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 ama sizin inant dolu kalbinizde iman nurunu alacak en ufak bir \u00e7atlak dahi meydana gelmemi\u015fti.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

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[1]<\/a> \u015eiir: B\u00eedel Dehlev\u00ee: (\u0628\u06cc\u062f\u0644 \u062f\u0647\u0644\u0648\u06cc \u00bb \u063a\u0632\u0644\u06cc\u0627\u062a \u00bb \u063a\u0632\u0644 \u0634\u0645\u0627\u0631\u0647\u0654 \u06f3\u06f5\u06f7)<\/p>\n\n\n\n

[2]<\/a> \u015eiir: J. W. Goethe, An den Mond [\u0130ng: To the Moon]<\/p>\n\n\n\n

[3]<\/a> \u015eiir: \u0410\u043b\u0435\u043a\u0441\u0430\u043d\u0434\u0440 \u041f\u0443\u0448\u043a\u0438\u043d, \u041d\u0430 \u043d\u0435\u0431\u0435\u0441\u0430\u0445 \u043f\u0435\u0447\u0430\u043b\u044c\u043d\u0430\u044f \u043b\u0443\u043d\u0430<\/p>\n\n\n\n

[4]<\/a> \u015eiir: H\u00e2fez: (  \u062d\u0627\u0641\u0638 \u00bb \u063a\u0632\u0644\u06cc\u0627\u062a\u00bb  \u063a\u0632\u0644 \u0634\u0645\u0627\u0631\u0647\u0654 \u06f1\u06f9)<\/p>\n\n\n\n

[5]<\/a> \u015eiir: Mevl\u00e2n\u00e2 (\u0645\u0648\u0644\u0627\u0646\u0627 \u00bb \u062f\u06cc\u0648\u0627\u0646 \u0634\u0645\u0633 \u00bb \u063a\u0632\u0644\u06cc\u0627\u062a \u00bb \u063a\u0632\u0644 \u0634\u0645\u0627\u0631\u0647\u0654 \u06f1\u06f7\u06f0\u06f9)<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Aya bak\u0131nca, ayak izi oldu\u011funu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyorum bazen. Hele ay ba\u015flar\u0131nda, \u201cYine parmak u\u00e7lar\u0131nda y\u00fcr\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f,\u201d diyorum kendi kendime. Yoksa beklenen sevgilinin<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":3848,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[18],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-3846","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-deneme-yazilari-ahmed-necip-yildirim-denemeler"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.necipyildirim.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3846","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.necipyildirim.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.necipyildirim.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.necipyildirim.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.necipyildirim.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=3846"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.necipyildirim.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3846\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.necipyildirim.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/3848"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.necipyildirim.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=3846"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.necipyildirim.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=3846"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.necipyildirim.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=3846"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}