{"id":7107,"date":"2017-04-27T12:14:09","date_gmt":"2017-04-27T12:14:09","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.serazat.com\/?p=887"},"modified":"2017-04-27T12:14:09","modified_gmt":"2017-04-27T12:14:09","slug":"nefesler-kervani","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.necipyildirim.com\/tr\/nefesler-kervani\/","title":{"rendered":"Nefesler Kervan\u0131"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p style=\"font-size:14px\">Nefes nefes \u00e7\u0131kan, s\u00eeneden safran;<br>\u00d6mr\u00fcm\u00fc m\u00fch\u00fcrle, da\u011flad\u0131 gitti.<br>Damla damla s\u0131zan, g\u00f6n\u00fclden katran;<br>Ufkumda nur oldu, \u00e7a\u011flad\u0131 gitti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p style=\"font-size:14px\">Benli\u011fim bir mumdur, s\u0131rlar hemdemi!<br>\u015eim\u015fek kadar \u00fcryan, saklar mahremi!<br>\u0130hram\u0131 ate\u015ftir, yakar merhemi!<br>Yan\u0131p buhar olup, kaynad\u0131 gitti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p style=\"font-size:14px\">Hayat bir k\u0131v\u0131lc\u0131m, f\u0131rsat bulunmaz.<br>Av dolu her yan\u0131m, tuzak bulunmaz.<br>G\u00f6lge nas\u0131l seyy\u00e2d, bilen bulunmaz:<br>Hasretten yerlere, serildi gitti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p style=\"font-size:14px\">Nefes kervan oldu;&nbsp;y\u00fck, ibret dolu!<br>Ya\u015flar revan oldu; ah, i\u015fret dolu!<br>Koyun kurban oldu; g\u00f6z, hayret dolu!<br>Kanlar kime hasret, d\u00f6k\u00fcld\u00fc gitti?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p style=\"font-size:14px\">Dersimin kitab\u0131, h\u00e2m\u00fb\u015f dudaklar!<br>Duyulmam\u0131\u015f s\u00f6zler, duydu kulaklar!<br>\u0130zimi s\u00fcrerken, b\u00eetap kanatlar;<br>\u00c7\u0131kt\u0131 bu \u00e2lemden; kayboldu gitti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p style=\"font-size:14px\">Nefes bir Semender, \u00e7at\u0131kt\u0131r ka\u015f\u0131!<br>Havadan k\u00e2file, vah\u015fettir ba\u015f\u0131!<br>Tohum mu, tabut mu; dikildi ta\u015f\u0131:<br>\u00d6m\u00fcr tarlas\u0131na, sa\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131 gitti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p style=\"font-size:14px\">Nefes tutu\u015fmadan, k\u00f6r\u00fck yanmaz ki!<br>Zindan y\u0131k\u0131lmadan, zincir kopmaz ki!<br>Gece can vermeden, g\u00fcne\u015f g\u00f6rmez ki!<br>Girdaplar ak\u0131\u015f\u0131, d\u00f6nd\u00fcrd\u00fc gitti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p style=\"font-size:14px\">B\u00f6l\u00fck b\u00f6l\u00fck nefes, co\u015fup \u00e7\u0131kmakta.<br>Bir \u00f6m\u00fcrd\u00fcr g\u00f6n\u00fcl, ad\u0131m saymakta.<br>\u201cNedir serencam\u0131\u201d, b\u00fclb\u00fcl sormakta:<br>\u201cG\u00fcller gonca gonca, a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131 gitti\u201d!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p style=\"font-size:14px\">Nak\u0131\u015flar aln\u0131mda, kesret \u00e7atla\u011f\u0131.<br>Son nefes dudakta, hayret parma\u011f\u0131.<br>Ank\u00e2n\u0131n uzleti, \u015f\u00f6hret sanca\u011f\u0131.<br>Ad\u0131m\u0131z n\u00e2m\u0131ndan, s\u0131yr\u0131ld\u0131 gitti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p style=\"font-size:14px\">S\u0131rt\u0131na nefesin, bindik bakal\u0131m.<br>Endam kametini, b\u00fckt\u00fck bakal\u0131m.<br>Kambur k\u00f6pr\u00fcs\u00fcn\u00fc, kurduk bakal\u0131m.<br>Bu t\u00fcmsekten y\u0131llar, s\u00fcz\u00fcld\u00fc gitti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p style=\"font-size:14px\">Evham perdesinden, gidip s\u00f6kt\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm;<br>\u0130ki \u00e7ift s\u00f6z vard\u0131; bo\u011fazda d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm.<br>Vard\u0131m bir yere ki; dilim k\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm;<br>Haber habersizce, duyuldu gitti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p style=\"font-size:14px\">K\u0131nal\u0131 kuzuyu, s\u00fcsleyen&nbsp;kimdir?<br>Bende bir ba\u015fka ben, besleyen kimdir?<br>Bedeni ney gibi, \u00fcfleyen kimdir?<br>Bir nid\u00e2 duyuldu, kavurdu gitti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p style=\"font-size:14px\">Goncalar yakay\u0131, y\u0131rt\u0131p gittiler.<br>B\u00fclb\u00fcller \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131 bas\u0131p gittiler.<br>Kafesler ku\u015flar\u0131, sal\u0131p gittiler.<br>Tesbih tesbih nefes, \u00e7ekildi gitti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p style=\"font-size:14px\">\u0130\u00e7ilmeden sarho\u015f, olunmaz deme.<br>N\u00e2leysen kafesten, \u00e7\u0131k\u0131lmaz deme.<br>G\u00f6rmeden bu yoldan, y\u00fcr\u00fcnmez deme.<br>Nas\u0131l g\u00f6z yumanlar, atlad\u0131 gitti?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p style=\"font-size:14px\">Kan\u0131mda k\u0131na var, kimin elinde?<br>Kafamda kep\u00e7e var, kimin elinde?<br>Ruhumda kadeh var, kimin elinde?<br>Perde arkas\u0131ndan, g\u00fcld\u00fcrd\u00fc gitti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p style=\"font-size:14px\">\u00d6m\u00fcr emellerden, isyana geldi.<br>Ete\u011fi ya\u015flardan, ihsana geldi.<br>Deh\u015fet ay\u0131plardan, figana geldi<br>Utanc\u0131ndan hay\u00e2, h\u0131\u00e7k\u0131rd\u0131&nbsp;gitti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p style=\"font-size:14px\">Sahiller Leyla\u2019d\u0131r; dalgalar Mecnun.<br>Limanlar sevdad\u0131r, deryalar c\u00fcnun.<br>Ayr\u0131lmak muhaldir, koymu\u015flar kanun.<br>Bin defa anlatt\u0131m, unuttu gitti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p style=\"font-size:14px\">G\u00f6n\u00fcl bir misine, nefes oltas\u0131.<br>\u00d6m\u00fcr bir terleme, kuru ortas\u0131.<br>Ak\u0131l bir virane, me\u00e7hul rotas\u0131.<br>A\u015fka tutunanlar, kurtuldu gitti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p style=\"font-size:14px\">G\u00f6z\u00fcn yakas\u0131n\u0131, kirpik dikmedi.<br>Ya\u015ftaki ak\u0131\u015f\u0131, girdap \u00f6rtmedi.<br>Sessizlik ya\u015flar\u0131, pinhan etmedi:<br>Y\u00fcz\u00fcmdeki nemden, anlad\u0131 gitti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p style=\"font-size:14px\">Hayat suda nak\u0131\u015f, nefes izidir.<br>Nefes giden \u00f6m\u00fcr, abes izidir.<br>Abes mezar ta\u015f\u0131, kafes izidir.<br>Kafesi k\u0131ranlar, defnoldu&nbsp;gitti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p style=\"font-size:14px\">Kervanc\u0131 elinde; bir \u00e7an, nefesler.<br>\u201cGitme vakti\u201d diyen; fig\u00e2n, nefesler.<br>\u0130kamet ne m\u00fcmk\u00fcn, rev\u00e2n, nefesler.<br>Terazi omuza, kurdurdu gitti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p style=\"font-size:14px\">Ya\u015flardan bir \u00f6m\u00fcr, cevher bekledik.<br>N\u00e2leden bir \u00f6m\u00fcr, eser bekledik.<br>Yusuf\u2019tan bir \u00f6m\u00fcr, haber bekledik.<br>Kuyudan nefesler, t\u0131rmand\u0131 gitti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p style=\"font-size:14px\">Havadan \u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm, bir a\u011fd\u0131r nefes.<br>Yaydan f\u0131rlatt\u0131\u011f\u0131m, bir oktur nefes.<br>G\u00f6n\u00fclden \u00e7ekti\u011fim, bir \u00e2ht\u0131r nefes.<br>Ma\u015fuka varmaya, ayr\u0131ld\u0131 gitti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p style=\"font-size:14px\">Adem diyar\u0131nda, yol tutmak zordur.<br>Cebi yok kefende, mal tutmak zordur.<br>Delikli elekte, su tutmak zordur.<br>G\u00fcnler buhar oldu, damlad\u0131 gitti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p style=\"font-size:14px\">\u00d6mr\u00fcm\u00fcn duas\u0131, eller misali;<br>Derdimin kokusu, g\u00fcller misali;<br>G\u00f6zya\u015f\u0131 ordusu, seller misali;<br>Yanaktan s\u00fcz\u00fcld\u00fc, kabard\u0131&nbsp;gitti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p style=\"font-size:14px\">Batmas\u0131 mukadder, g\u00fcne\u015ftir hayat.<br>D\u00f6nmesi&nbsp;mukadder, serke\u015ftir hayat.<br>S\u00f6nmesi mukadder, ate\u015ftir hayat.<br>K\u0131v\u0131lc\u0131mlar sa\u00e7t\u0131, parlad\u0131 gitti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p style=\"font-size:14px\">Bu \u00e7amur hapisten, ka\u00e7mak ne m\u00fcmk\u00fcn!<br>Bu delikli neyden, \u00e7\u0131kmak ne m\u00fcmk\u00fcn!<br>Bu g\u00fczel d\u00fcnyadan, gitmek ne m\u00fcmk\u00fcn!<br>Gidenler ard\u0131na, bakmad\u0131 gitti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p style=\"font-size:14px\">Mecalim haddime, iftira etmez:<br>Takatim halimi, m\u00fcdara etmez.<br>Bu \u00e2lemi bilen, macera etmez.<br>Himmetim \u00fcst\u00fcnden, atlad\u0131 gitti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p style=\"font-size:14px\">Keman dek e\u011filmez, mihrapta ka\u015flar.<br>Beynim dek erimez, volkanda ta\u015flar.<br>Elmas dek i\u015flemez, kalbime ya\u015flar.<br>Bu zehri i\u00e7enler, ay\u0131ld\u0131 gitti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p style=\"font-size:14px\">De\u015fmedi Ferhad\u2019\u0131n, k\u00fcrek kep\u00e7esi.<br>A\u00e7mad\u0131 Ser\u00e2z\u00e2t, titrek pen\u00e7esi.<br>Ge\u00e7medi a\u015fk\u0131nda, y\u00fcrek&nbsp;ak\u00e7esi.<br>Yoksa \u00e7ok bu pazar, kuruldu gitti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p style=\"font-size:14px\">&#8212;&#8212;-<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p style=\"font-size:14px\"><strong>Ser\u00e2z\u00e2t.com&#8217;da; 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Benli\u011fim bir mumdur, s\u0131rlar<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":1477,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[20],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-7107","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-ahmed-necip-yildirim-siirlerim"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.necipyildirim.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7107","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.necipyildirim.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.necipyildirim.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.necipyildirim.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.necipyildirim.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=7107"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.necipyildirim.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7107\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.necipyildirim.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/1477"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.necipyildirim.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=7107"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.necipyildirim.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=7107"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.necipyildirim.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=7107"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}