{"id":7128,"date":"2017-01-02T22:37:52","date_gmt":"2017-01-02T22:37:52","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.serazat.com\/?p=8"},"modified":"2017-01-02T22:37:52","modified_gmt":"2017-01-02T22:37:52","slug":"cifte-kisilik","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.necipyildirim.com\/tr\/cifte-kisilik\/","title":{"rendered":"\u00c7ifte Ki\u015filik"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Maddenin sonuna yakla\u015ft\u0131m.\u00a0S\u00f6nd\u00fcrd\u00fck\u00e7e alevlenen, k\u00fcllerinden koz, kozundan ate\u015f peydahlanan ve hi\u00e7 bitmeyen yang\u0131n!<\/p>\n<p>Maddeye ko\u015ftuk\u00e7a uzakla\u015ft\u0131m: Bilgelikten, \u00f6zg\u00fcvenden, huzurdan ve kendimden.\u00a0Bo\u015flu\u011fa yuvarland\u0131k\u00e7a berrakla\u015ft\u0131 ulviyet.\u00a0Kendini bulmayan Allah&#8217;a yak\u0131nla\u015famaz. <strong>Kendimde sefer ettim<\/strong>. Her konakta, bir dilber-i r\u00e2n\u00e2 g\u00f6r\u00fcnd\u00fc r\u00fcyamda.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Her biri ters tarafa bakan iki y\u00fcz\u00fcm var:<\/strong> Biri ne kadar uslu, ahlakl\u0131, \u00e7al\u0131\u015fkan, dindar ve d\u00fcr\u00fcstse; di\u011feri o kadar \u015feytan, \u015fehvet\u00e7i, tembel ve gammaz.<\/p>\n<p><strong>\u0130ki ayr\u0131 \u00fclkede ya\u015fayan iki ayr\u0131 insan gibiyim:<\/strong>\u00a0Her iki insanda, \u00f6ncelikler, hedefler ve hazlar farkl\u0131. \u00c7at\u0131\u015fan iki psikolojiyim. Ben bu \u00e7at\u0131\u015fmadan ibaretim.<\/p>\n<p>Her \u015fey z\u0131dd\u0131yla kaim. <strong>Her iki d\u00fcnyaya da d\u0131\u015f\u0131ndan bakabiliyorum.<\/strong> Ate\u015fin ne kadar kaynat\u0131c\u0131, suyunsa ne kadar s\u00f6nd\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fc oldu\u011funu&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Yasak a\u011fa\u00e7tan elma koparan da; T\u00fbr da\u011f\u0131ndaki tecelliye mazhar olup bay\u0131lan da benim i\u00e7imde sakl\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Tepeden t\u0131rna\u011fa \u0131zd\u0131rab\u0131m. <strong>\u0130\u00e7imdeki her &#8220;ki\u015fi&#8221;, di\u011ferinin i\u00e7inde vicdan azab\u0131.<\/strong> \u00c7ehrelerden birini di\u011ferine k\u0131rd\u0131rabilen, \u00e7ifte ki\u015fili\u011fi teke indirebilen; galibin d\u00fcnyas\u0131nda h\u00fck\u00fcmr\u00e2n olur.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Su, geminin i\u00e7ine girerse onu bat\u0131r\u0131r; alt\u0131nda bulunursa, onu y\u00fczd\u00fcr\u00fcr&#8221; der Mevlana.<\/p>\n<p>Hayat boyu devam etmeli i\u00e7imdeki bu meydan muharebesi. B\u00fct\u00fcn dehlizlerinden \u00e7\u0131kmal\u0131 karanl\u0131\u011f\u0131n. Fesat\u00e7\u0131 ayaklanma bast\u0131r\u0131lmal\u0131. Murdarl\u0131k kurutulmal\u0131 ve \u015feytan yar\u0131 canl\u0131 b\u0131rak\u0131lmamal\u0131.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Cihad-\u0131 Ekber\u2019de k\u0131l\u0131\u00e7 elden b\u0131rak\u0131lmamal\u0131.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>&#8212;&#8212;-<\/p>\n<p><strong>Ser\u00e2z\u00e2t.com&#8217;da; sadece Necip YILDIRIM&#8217;\u0131n \u015fiir ve makaleleri yer almaktad\u0131r. B\u00fct\u00fcn haklar\u0131 sakl\u0131d\u0131r. \u0130zinsiz kopyalanamaz ve ne\u015fredilemez.<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Maddenin sonuna yakla\u015ft\u0131m.\u00a0S\u00f6nd\u00fcrd\u00fck\u00e7e alevlenen, k\u00fcllerinden koz, kozundan ate\u015f peydahlanan ve hi\u00e7 bitmeyen yang\u0131n! Maddeye ko\u015ftuk\u00e7a uzakla\u015ft\u0131m: Bilgelikten, \u00f6zg\u00fcvenden, huzurdan ve<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":1463,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[18],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-7128","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-deneme-yazilari-ahmed-necip-yildirim-denemeler"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.necipyildirim.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7128","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.necipyildirim.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.necipyildirim.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.necipyildirim.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.necipyildirim.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=7128"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.necipyildirim.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7128\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.necipyildirim.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/1463"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.necipyildirim.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=7128"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.necipyildirim.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=7128"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.necipyildirim.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=7128"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}